by Mitera Nikkou » Tue Jun 12, 2007 12:41 am
I wonder if it's any good to be inconsistent. I see and hear people sticking with something, and they seem to get somewhere, but I don't know if that's possible for me, or even if it's a good thing. Sure, there are at least a few things that I'd like to spend enough time on to accomplish, but I simply lack an anchor to keep myself from roaming the ever-shifting seas. I just wonder if it's worth it to live a life like this, where I don't excel anywhere or accomplish much of anything in my own, or anyone else's, eyes. I mean, I'm twenty-five, still living with my mother, dropped out of high school, never had a job, don't have any skills or experience worth being considered seriously, can't handle the social life well at all, have trouble with picking up even simple habits and thus anything required to be done regularly (like bathing and exercising) are practically beyond me, and then there's just my lack of energy/motivation/whatever to initiate much of anything.
And while it has become easy for me to communicate, I somehow seem to communicate on a different frequency. What's up with that? O.o
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned because only women can give two tits for every tat.
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