by Ninian » Wed Jun 20, 2007 8:11 pm
Hi, it's been a long time. I've not posted to this forum since I last "left". Why? Because I basically decided that as long as the administrators didn't do anything with the site, I wasn't obligated to do anything for their community (which the site should be a logical extension of). In any case, I'm impressed that the community is still going strong. I guess a collection of young adults wishing they were hot, sensual, but chaste and innocent anime girls never really dies even if they're given barely breadscraps to continue their fan lust.
I'm even more awed that the Aeternalae are still talked about here. Wow, did I really do something that lasting? I checked the archives and there have been people who have contended to the throne, but I'm still remembered. I'm really, really touched. I'd like to do something for you guys if at all possible, even if it's against my principles to regularly attend a forum for a neglected site. Actually, I think MSF should consider making itself primarily a community site altogether with links to other sites (like one I could/should make for the Aeternalae) and general forums being hosted here. That'd be swell, I'd probably link back to these forums on whatever site I started. Then I'd feel validated in contributing regularly again.
Anyway, where was I? Oh yes. Aeternalae. I originally wrote them a couple years ago here. I was an angrier kid then, and it was an expression of frustration against the world. I made them overpowered and overpowering but apparently what writing skills I had still made them compelling to people even though they were rather two dimensional. Eventually I abandoned them entirely, especially after I began attracting people who saw them as a second coming (no thanks to my storyline which implied they could do that -- again, anger at the world).
Lately though, I've been writing about them again, except from a totally different angle. I've been trying to portray them a lot more neutrally, broadening their roles, and even throwing a bone at negative portrayals of them. The form they're in right now, the one I've been brainstorming the last few months, is actually really solid. For once I don't think I'd need to "update" them at all. The best and most incredible part is, their current "format" doesn't invalidate -any- previous portrayals of them at all. Would it be welcome to share it, or are Aeternalae old news here? Are you all impatient with me, or had enough of my crap? If so, I won't bother you with this. However, if it's really welcome, I got lots to share with an update to their universe. It's not really a fully "open" universe right now in its current form, as the first full-length novel(!!) that concerns this current form is almost finished as there is information I need to withhold so it's more captivating or doesn't risk spoiling the plot. The Aeternalae are more or less in their final form, but if people are sick of hearing about them I won't foist yet another "Aeternalverse" post on you all collectively.
Thanks for hearing me out, and this is a shout out to all of you who remember me. Thank you very much for caring!