... This is not normal. There is no way I should feel tired 24/7, regardless of how much sleep I get during the night. And I should not feel cold regardless of how hot the area around me is.
There is something wrong with me. There has been something wrong with me since my ill-fated attempt to run away three years ago. I can feel it, and I can tell simply by looking at what I've done since compared to what I did before that. Before, I did tons of good writing, did lots of awesome web designs...
... and since then, I've done nothing.