With a Sad Heart, Amber leaves.
Posted: Thu Jan 11, 2007 1:28 am
Most of Magical Sailor Fuku, has changed over the past years since I stumbled on it many years ago. From a Japanese transformation site, to a community about anime and video game transformation. This is no longer the site that I loved, cherished, and was willing to give my all for.
I have done my fair share of Contraversies over the years, and I think it's finally time to know when to hang up the fuku and call a retreat. So I am leaving Magical Sailor Fuku. I doubt I will ever come back since my voice isn't welcome here anymore.
I should have been happy that I wasn't banned from the site, Thrown out like the trash some people think I am. I should have been content with drifting in the backwaters, feeling lucky that I can still come here everyday and see the people I can call friend. But I not, as I wanted to do more for all of you. because I felt you all deserved it. I felt I could offer more, To try to give this place more. I was never sure how though.
I tried Captioning, but when Sakura made me her helper for the site, I was pretty sick of them after milling though 300 or so. I tried writing stories but I could never get past the writers block and the fact I didn't know much about the subject I was writing about. I tried photo edting, However I never got pass the recoloring stage. I thought I could be a mod, and everyone knew how well that turned out. I tried engaging in debates in the Soap box, but it only showed that my views are much different than MSFs.
So what is left for me here. that is what i had to ask the past several days. I been fighting it though, Telling myself. you will break your promise to Sakura, a promise I vowed never to break. Yet I have to break it.
I am sorry Sakura, I am sorry Kimiko, I am sorry Eirien, I am sorry Kumi, Amethyst, Chris, Chris Thorn, Chihiro, Guen, Neigi, and everyone else I meet here.
I hope you all have nice lives and prosper.
I don't know what might mean for my activities in #yugioh_Dueling, #Kumi's_House, #Chris'sbar, AIM and Second Life, But this is goodbye MSF. It has been fun
*with a tear filled eyes and a tip of her pink wand she vanishes in a poof of white smoke*
I have done my fair share of Contraversies over the years, and I think it's finally time to know when to hang up the fuku and call a retreat. So I am leaving Magical Sailor Fuku. I doubt I will ever come back since my voice isn't welcome here anymore.
I should have been happy that I wasn't banned from the site, Thrown out like the trash some people think I am. I should have been content with drifting in the backwaters, feeling lucky that I can still come here everyday and see the people I can call friend. But I not, as I wanted to do more for all of you. because I felt you all deserved it. I felt I could offer more, To try to give this place more. I was never sure how though.
I tried Captioning, but when Sakura made me her helper for the site, I was pretty sick of them after milling though 300 or so. I tried writing stories but I could never get past the writers block and the fact I didn't know much about the subject I was writing about. I tried photo edting, However I never got pass the recoloring stage. I thought I could be a mod, and everyone knew how well that turned out. I tried engaging in debates in the Soap box, but it only showed that my views are much different than MSFs.
So what is left for me here. that is what i had to ask the past several days. I been fighting it though, Telling myself. you will break your promise to Sakura, a promise I vowed never to break. Yet I have to break it.
I am sorry Sakura, I am sorry Kimiko, I am sorry Eirien, I am sorry Kumi, Amethyst, Chris, Chris Thorn, Chihiro, Guen, Neigi, and everyone else I meet here.
I hope you all have nice lives and prosper.
I don't know what might mean for my activities in #yugioh_Dueling, #Kumi's_House, #Chris'sbar, AIM and Second Life, But this is goodbye MSF. It has been fun
*with a tear filled eyes and a tip of her pink wand she vanishes in a poof of white smoke*