Velcome teu my voyld

[Mitera Nikkou]

Here's a chance to get to know me better, as well as a means for me to prove my evilness. And perhaps shake off some cobwebs so I can feel inspired enough to pull out enough energy to do some things that I haven't been able to do, that I should be doing...

Ask me anything, within MSF's limits of acceptance, about stuff (not necessarily about me). Which shouldn't be hard to do, seeing as there's a lot to talk about, within reason. I dunno if my thoughts about things are worth knowing, though. I don't exactly consider myself to be all that intelligent. But, I guess people can find out for themselves if they want to bother to.

So... Yeah... Have anything to pitch my way?

[Chibi MitchellTF]

Please give me a biography of yourself, Nikkou-san, including when you came to MSF and why.

[Mitera Nikkou]

Right to the personal stuff, eh? XD Well, I would, but I can't write a biography about myself. But, I suppose that I can make an autobiography. ;p Mwa-ha-ha! That's what you get for being formal with me.

Well, I was born in Milford, Connecticut, on the nineteenth of July, 1982. I had almost died twice in the womb, and ran the risk of strangulation on the way out.

I lived in Connecticut for the first year of my life, then the next ten in New York. I learned to speak relatively early, although I cursed a lot (I saw the proof of it in a home movie). My parents were already having problems early on, and my mother took my sister and myself with her when she separated from my father for a little while, when I was four. It's only with retrospection that I know that things never worked out afterward and only went further downhill from there, between them.

When I was three-years-old, I managed to burn down my grandparent's house (on my father's side). At the time, my family was living in the attic, and two of my father's sisters, as well as one of his brothers, also lived there, so... They and we all lost everything. From then on, I was shunned by my extended family on my father's side, and the extended family on my mother's side wanted nothing to do with me because they wanted nothing to do with my mother. Well, except for my mother's father, who lived with us for the better part of my young life. Also, while I can't remember it myself, I have been told that one of my father's brothers (I can't remember which, exactly) had been verbally violent and physically threatening with me at one time, because of the incident.

Some of my earliest memories are of that time, doing what I had done to start the fire, and racing downstairs to warn them about the "smoke." Around that time, I also remember (what I believe was) a porno that my father had been watching. I also recall what I'm now sure was a scene in Firestarter. And there was the time when my father threatened to send the police after me if I didn't stop whining, while I was in my playpin. I also remember being babysat by a lady bus driver, and I remember going into a school building with her (after a ride on the bus), and being in the "big people" bathroom. Well, let's just say that I remember quite a bit more of my life at age three and before... ^_^;

Anyway, I also started pre-school when I was three, and I didn't start Kindergarten until I was six (I'm not sure if I took more pre-school or pre-K, if there's a difference). I remember my first bus ride on my first day to pre-school, on a small bus, crying and all that. I wasn't a very emotionally-sound tyke, and I was prone to bouts of crying, having temper tantrums, and all that... However, by the time that I made it to first grade, I was more mischievous than anything, with a penchant for reading, writing and spelling. I was a very avid learner, but I still managed to spend as much time goofing around. At times, I'm sure that some of the things that I did could have been called bullying. I also became quite a thief. <.<; Oh, and before then, I daydreamed... I think. Basically, it was looking into another world (of my imagination) even if I was still interacting in the real world. One time when I imagined a scene before my eyes in art class, that was exactly what was drawn (in color) on my paper when I next looked at it. It had come out so good, they had framed my picture and hung it in the hallway, facing the main doors into the building, next to the office.

Let's see... What next... By third grade, I suddenly (as if overnight) excelled at everything, both scholastically and athletically. My streak of being an "outlaw" had died down (which had been most prominent in Kindergarten and first grade), but I was still mischievous and tricky as ever, and I also began to develop into a sort of class clown. Some time during my third grade year, I was asked to take an IQ test (not because everyone was getting one), but I have no idea what my results were, exactly (and I don't know if there's any record of it, and how to check it if there is one). Nothing really changed through fourth grade, except I do remember that that was when I started to feel nervous around people. As far as I can tell, retrospectively, I was probably beginning to feel what my subconscious already knew about my place in the social world... Or, the lack of place, actually. While I got along with girls and boys alike, I didn't have any real friends. Just a few friendly acquaintances, and those that had a mutual interest in certain activities (like kickball).

Also, back when I was five, my mother decided to pick up a religion, namely with the Jehovah's Witnesses. I don't know why she did, seeing as she hadn't been interested in religion before... Of course, knowing the two sisters that convinced her, I can't argue as to why they were successful. Besides which, my mother probably wanted to socialize.

Back when I was three, I began playing video games on the Atari. I'm still playing them, but it's been harder to during the last few years, and off and on since '97, for one reason or another.

There are some unexplainable times during this time in my life, but I'll leave them out; they're not really important. I'll continue with more in "Part 2", which begins when my family moves from New York to South Carolina.

[Monogatari]

alright, random question and answer games? godly! watch none of these get answered :p

1) Why did you decide to post this thread?

2)have you saved anyone's live before

3)would you rather be blind, or deaf [and answer why]

4)if you were told by a reliable source you're going to die in 72 hours, what exactly would you spend your time doing?

5)why do you use the name 日光?

6)if you were a girl, would you marry me?

[Mitera Nikkou]

(Don't forget that I meant this more toward non-me stuff. XD)

1) Why did you decide to post this thread?

For a couple of reasons. For one, I need some brain exercise. For another, I figure that I may get lucky in making someone understand me better. Lastly, I'm trying to find some way to inspire myself to do things that I've been slacking off on, or procrastinating with. I believe it has worked... I guess.

2)have you saved anyone's live before

Technically speaking, it's possible. But nothing that would seem very obvious. For example, I've taken care of bees to keep them from stinging anyone allergic to them (like my sister), and I've killed black widows and brown recluses, that I've found in the house.

3)would you rather be blind, or deaf [and answer why]

I'd rather be deaf. While I love music, I can perceive more of the world in more ways with my eyes. And as much as I'd like to escape the world, it's just too morbid to not stare and watch.

4)if you were told by a reliable source you're going to die in 72 hours, what exactly would you spend your time doing?

It would depend on the time in my life. If it were right now, I'd probably do nothing and be aloof from people. Then, when my time's nearly up, I'll walk deep into the forest and die there.

5)why do you use the name 日光?

Well, as far as I can tell, it's a neutral gender name, so it's not too masculine or too feminine. Actually, my whole name is 反射物の日光. (Hanshabutsuno Nikkou.) Which is just my way of saying "moon." However, just the first name seems to be adequate on its own since, whenever I display myself, no one can see me (sunlight does that to you). You need special skills/aid to actually see me.

6)if you were a girl, would you marry me?

Well, for one, I don't know you that well. Also, I won't marry just because I happen to be a girl. If the world worked like that, it'd be a silly place indeed. ;p Also, I'm not interested in marriage itself... I think it's a silly human notion, and that humans can do better. Not to insult anyone who likes marriage; if it works for you, then enjoy it. Personally, I'd rather be impartial and give my love to anyone that wants/needs it. Though, that love won't be sexual... Maybe sensual, but not sexual. I'm not interested in sex. ^_^;

[Monogatari]

god i love threads like this.

1) imagine yourself walking in a forest, do you see yourself walking on a path?
2) if you see an animal, what do you see?
3) would you follow said animal if you saw one?
4) if there's any water in your forest visualization, what type is it? [ocean, stream, creek, waterfall, etc]
5)how fast is the water moving [if you saw any]
6)if you saw someone you've been wanting to talk to for about 5 years, would you walk around the water, or would you look for a bridge to cross?

about this site in general:

1)why in the hell is it using phpbb, when it's easily hackable [i'm an admin of 2 sites, one of them was hacked from a phpbb exploit]
2)was there ever more people on the site than the random 10-15 that frequent the site [let me rephrase: there's about 15 people on the site now who are "regulars". was there a time this site had 40-50 people at once?]
3)what exactly does the mission phrase "Anime/Manga/Video Game Transformation Fan Site" mean? i saw a couple people posting about them cross dressing, and i've slowly been wondering

if you want me to stop posting this thread, tell me. but i for one have been enjoying this :p

[Mitera Nikkou]

1) imagine yourself walking in a forest, do you see yourself walking on a path?

Nuh-uh. In real life, I like taking to the wild, 'cause it's more interesting, dangerous, and how much it can be explored is only limited by your efforts and competency to navigate in, over, up, down and through things. Paths are limited and bear (pun intended ;p) the same results.

2) if you see an animal, what do you see?

A lemur. But that's more out of a desire to see what I haven't seen before. After the lemur, a medium-sized wild cat comes to mind (like a puma or bobcat), because there's at least one nearby in the woods behind the house, and it'd be neat to interact with it.

3) would you follow said animal if you saw one?

Probably not. It probably wouldn't be wise, without first getting comfortable with each other's presence. Even then, I expect to meet half way, as I move closer while trying to call or entice it over. But that could take days or weeks of work, though I'm patient enough for it. Haste makes waste with these sorts of things, after all.

4) if there's any water in your forest visualization, what type is it? [ocean, stream, creek, waterfall, etc]

There would probably be a variety in the forest, as a whole, but I happen to be near a spring.

5)how fast is the water moving [if you saw any]

I can't say that it moves at all, other than the ripples on the surface.

6)if you saw someone you've been wanting to talk to for about 5 years, would you walk around the water, or would you look for a bridge to cross?

It wouldn't be a problem to walk around the spring, although we could probably carry a conversation on either side of it without having to raise our voices much.

1)why in the hell is it using phpbb, when it's easily hackable [i'm an admin of 2 sites, one of them was hacked from a phpbb exploit]

I honestly don't know, as I'm not very familiar with PHP, MySQL, or PHPBB. But you may have just informed our enemies. XD;;

2)was there ever more people on the site than the random 10-15 that frequent the site [let me rephrase: there's about 15 people on the site now who are "regulars". was there a time this site had 40-50 people at once?]

I believe that any number over forty was caused by a glitch or something. At best, there might have been a little over twenty with normal conditions, but probably never over twenty with just registered users.

3)what exactly does the mission phrase "Anime/Manga/Video Game Transformation Fan Site" mean? i saw a couple people posting about them cross dressing, and i've slowly been wondering

Well, I guess it's a gathering place for anyone interested in transformation that occur in, or are fan-made, based in anime, manga and video games. Of course, it's not strictly for just that stuff, as you can see. MSF's a pretty open place, and we accept pretty much anything that isn't breaking the content boundaries, doesn't seem undeniably wrong morally, et cetera.

(I don't mind these questions, although the first two of the last three were off-topic. XD)

[Monogatari]

Nuh-uh. In real life, I like taking to the wild, 'cause it's more interesting, dangerous, and how much it can be explored is only limited by your efforts and competency to navigate in, over, up, down and through things. Paths are limited and bear (pun intended ;p) the same results.

seeing no path shows you dont quite follow where other people have gone before

A lemur. But that's more out of a desire to see what I haven't seen before. After the lemur, a medium-sized wild cat comes to mind (like a puma or bobcat), because there's at least one nearby in the woods behind the house, and it'd be neat to interact with it.

because of your desire to see new things, and follow new places, your seeing animals you want to see.

Probably not. It probably wouldn't be wise, without first getting comfortable with each other's presence. Even then, I expect to meet half way, as I move closer while trying to call or entice it over. But that could take days or weeks of work, though I'm patient enough for it. Haste makes waste with these sorts of things, after all.

your answer shows me you'd more than likely follow people if you realized what their true intentions would be, but you'd be patient and watch first so you didnt make a mistake

There would probably be a variety in the forest, as a whole, but I happen to be near a spring

water is the symbol for sexuality, and it's interesting you saw some, let's continue:

I can't say that it moves at all, other than the ripples on the surface.

the slower the moving water, the less of a desire for sexual interaction. i saw in this thread earlier you werent too interested in sex. nice to see this is closer to the truth than people usually give it credit for

It wouldn't be a problem to walk around the spring, although we could probably carry a conversation on either side of it without having to raise our voices much

that shows you would rather stay in place and change slightly, then rush off and possibly make yourself wet, or in a general sense, put yourself at a disadvantage, just like what you said above (^-^)b

and now for more questions:

1)what are you refrerring to when you mean transformation? please elaborate, i'm still not understanding through the fluff talk
2)how did you first meet this site?
3)what 5 things would you change about this site if you could, and why?
4)if you had the ability to go back in time to change one thing, what would it be?
5)what's the biggest sacrifice you'd make for a friend?

[Mitera Nikkou]

your answer shows me you'd more than likely follow people if you realized what their true intentions would be, but you'd be patient and watch first so you didnt make a mistake

Nah. I never truly follow anyone. I may orbit them for one reason or another, but I generally keep to myself and follow myself.

the slower the moving water, the less of a desire for sexual interaction. i saw in this thread earlier you werent too interested in sex. nice to see this is closer to the truth than people usually give it credit for

I won't argue there. ;p

that shows you would rather stay in place and change slightly, then rush off and possibly make yourself wet, or in a general sense, put yourself at a disadvantage, just like what you said above (^-^)b

I didn't say that I'd stay. XD I just said that it wouldn't be a problem for me to go to the other person. I just noted that I probably could talk to them without going to them, but, if they're a friend, I feel it's better to keep up appearances rather than give ourselves distance for some odd reason.

1)what are you refrerring to when you mean transformation? please elaborate, i'm still not understanding through the fluff talk

Eh? Fluff talk? *Blinks* Must be confusing me with someone else who is fluff-talking. XD Anyway, by transformation, I mean a physical, mental or spiritual change. I might go so far as to say an environmental change, too. (The latter for anyone wanting to escape reality, or just a change of scene from the same old.)

2)how did you first meet this site?

As far as I can remember, I came across the Magical Sailor Fuku story, went on with my life, then remembered the story, wanted to read it again, found it, and from there managed to find the site. I lurked around the site for a few weeks before I decided to check out the community.

3)what 5 things would you change about this site if you could, and why?

I wouldn't change anything on my own initiative, so I can't say what I would change, since it'd depend on the needs and desires (within reason) of others.

4)if you had the ability to go back in time to change one thing, what would it be?

Prevent my birth. XD;;

5)what's the biggest sacrifice you'd make for a friend?

It's too great to measure.

[ZeroForever]

i'll toss out a few as not to keep this just a 2 person conversation

1. if you could redo some incident in your life, besides the whole fire thing... what would it be and why?

2. what would you do for a klondite bar?

[Cow Belle]

What is your favorite movie?

Were do you see your self in 10 years? ((other than 10 years older))

What would you pick? A box or a tree?

[Mitera Nikkou]

1. if you could redo some incident in your life, besides the whole fire thing... what would it be and why?

It would be listening to my mother to check the mail before my grandfather could get it. You see, while my mother had power of attorney, she never bothered to tell her father that she wanted the money to take care of bills, or indulge herself. As for myself, while I had felt some guilt when I did it, I didn't really grasp the situation and all that, so... I don't think I had much of a brain for thinking for myself until I was sixteen, and this occurred when I was eleven and twelve. While it might not have been the best idea, financially, to let my grandfather do what he wanted with his SSI and pension, my parents shouldn't have been so stupid with their own money.

2. what would you do for a klondite bar?

I might look under the cushions for some change... <.<

What is your favorite movie?

Hard to say. I don't have any that particularly jumps out at me because it's so totally awesome and all the rest are teh suxx0rs. A few movies come to mind, that I think are good... But, overall, nothing definitive comes to mind. Plus, I don't really have a way of guaging what makes a movie good, other than being entertained by it.

Were do you see your self in 10 years? ((other than 10 years older))

While I see myself living to be a hundred, I'm hoping to be six feet under, or dust in the wind, in ten years. ^_^;

What would you pick? A box or a tree?

A tree. I think that's a given. ^_^;

(I guess the intent of this topic has been lost in translation... I was aiming for topics unrelated to myself, that I give my opinions on. ^_^; )

[Chibi MitchellTF]

But it's so much fun learning about you!

Can I ask about part 2 of your bio?

[Mitera Nikkou]

I'll have part two up eventually. I separated the parts where my life really decided to... Well, change. So there's a lot more to write for part two. I should have it done in a few days. <.<

[ZeroForever]

few more random ones.


how many licks does it take for you to get to the center of a tootise pop?

if you could meet only and only one person from the forums in RL who would it be and why?

what are the secrets of the nekkid?