Ah... home...

[Shukumei]

Why hello everyone!

It has been quite awhile hasn't it? several months I'd say.

Its sorta ironic for myself, this is probly the first time in months I've been able to freely browse the internet.

I used to joke with alot of my friends that I couldn't live 2 days without the internet, I found that I can survive, its not as bad as I'd thought it be, but it does suck.

That being said there was one thing that really made me seek out the internet, whichever way I could get to it. To say hello.

I don't know who... I don' even know why, but someone sent me an email with tons of hello's and holiday greetings to me a few days ago (well probly longer, but this is when I got the email)

I wanted to say thank you all so very much for the vote of confidence, I see things are doing well here, well, as well as well is.

I can't tell you guys how much I miss you, and how I want to get my life back to normal so that I can enjoy a few things that I took for granted, Privacy, my own room, a bed, high speed internet (heck, any stable internet) a bed, my computer, a bed... (yeah... beds are nice!!)

All that being said I may luck out on a laptop this week, then I might be able to mooch on someones wi-fi that would be nice.

My phone is capable of receiving text emails. so if you need to contact me msfshukumei@gmail.com.

I have a few more hours free, so I'll be doing some reading on the forums

[Shukumei]

hmm... so much has changed, so much sadness... in between the lines.

Maybe the time has come for me to return to being Sakura, when I took my break I was a fragment, a peice of myself.

I mean that in alot more than just the RP I was doing.

I know I said alot about my life and what I want. But I do have some of the things that are most important to me, my health, my friends, my dreams, and most importantly, my hope.

Hope is something that I consider to be the most important piece of me, as when everything fell apart, that was all that was left of me.

but as this time has passed I have become stronger, at least in my mindset and goals.

I guess the real question would be does MSF want Sakura back?

[Mitera Nikkou]

That's a silly question... With a silly answer!

Do skirts fly up with the wind to reveal silky underthings? XD

[Xia]

That's a silly question... With a silly answer!

Do skirts fly up with the wind to reveal silky underthings? XD

Only when I'm around

I don't think it is a silly question, I think its the wrong question.

Does m'lady want to return to MSF?

If MSF, or people at MSF don't want a return of Sakura, politely tell them where they can shove their opinions and return anyways ^_^

[Shukumei]

I can say from personal experience that no, not if you hold them down when the wind blows.

It is cold though

[Mitera Nikkou]

Xia:

That's the method of meanie-poops. ;p

Shukumei:

Nuh-uh. Usually they can hold down the front of the skirt... But what of the back? Dun-dun-dunnnn! XD

[Xia]

The wind bends to my will @_@ It will happen as I state it! :O

[Shukumei]

hehe, also learned from personal experience, thats why you always walk on the "back" of the line...

So yeah I guess a few random pedestrians

[Helel]

If Lady Sakura wishes for her return, there is no right for anyone to stop, just the same as others who must leave MSF for periods of time due to outside circumstance and such.

[Shukumei]

I'm not gonna lie though, I'd like to tell you I have this big santa bag of happiness and sunshine with me, and I can open it up and make everything cool again...

er... I don't... but if your hungry I'm sure there's plenty of leftover TF cookies on the ground from the cookie wars

[Xia]

if MSF is waiting for someone to arrive with a miracle cure for everything and anything, then its gonna be sorely disappointed.

m'lady needs to do what is best for her. It is her life and she needs to live for herself before others.

[Shukumei]

Then I will need to speak with Kimi, that may not be for several hours

[Mitera Nikkou]

We can only hope for the best when we do our best. But it's not like miracles and instantaneous fix-ups are good anyway... Without effort we can't become stronger to accomplish more things, beyond the first ones. Which is why there really isn't a "best"... Only better... Or worse... But you'll have that. XD

[Stellar]

Personally I'd love for you to come back so I can get the chance to know you ^_^ All I have is a few things that I've heard people say about you. But that's far not enough to settle my inquiring mind.

Besides the knowledge factor, I'd love making a new friend =)

[Shukumei]

yeah, alot of people didn't get to meet me or know me unless it was back when I was finishing high school, after that it was life crisis after another. I liked to work in the backrounds of msf. Those I did get to talk to, Kumi-chan coming to mind first, she pu t alot of effort into contacting me.

For that I give her alot of kudo's.

Then of course my friends, Kimi... and much to my surprize an absent Amber...I have yet to hear the full story on that.