Since I left my dad's when i was 15 I've been living life with too much optimism, and will continue to do so because I hate being too prepared. I've had many consequences from this, but I don't mind. I'm still around, and ... sort of okay XD I'm also tired of worrying, that seems to be all I did before I left my dad's.
Or maybe I'm just living care free like I saw so many anime characters doing when I was younger.
One way or the other it's working =D