With a Sad Heart, Amber leaves.

[Amber]

Most of Magical Sailor Fuku, has changed over the past years since I stumbled on it many years ago. From a Japanese transformation site, to a community about anime and video game transformation. This is no longer the site that I loved, cherished, and was willing to give my all for.

I have done my fair share of Contraversies over the years, and I think it's finally time to know when to hang up the fuku and call a retreat. So I am leaving Magical Sailor Fuku. I doubt I will ever come back since my voice isn't welcome here anymore.

I should have been happy that I wasn't banned from the site, Thrown out like the trash some people think I am. I should have been content with drifting in the backwaters, feeling lucky that I can still come here everyday and see the people I can call friend. But I not, as I wanted to do more for all of you. because I felt you all deserved it. I felt I could offer more, To try to give this place more. I was never sure how though.

I tried Captioning, but when Sakura made me her helper for the site, I was pretty sick of them after milling though 300 or so. I tried writing stories but I could never get past the writers block and the fact I didn't know much about the subject I was writing about. I tried photo edting, However I never got pass the recoloring stage. I thought I could be a mod, and everyone knew how well that turned out. I tried engaging in debates in the Soap box, but it only showed that my views are much different than MSFs.

So what is left for me here. that is what i had to ask the past several days. I been fighting it though, Telling myself. you will break your promise to Sakura, a promise I vowed never to break. Yet I have to break it.

I am sorry Sakura, I am sorry Kimiko, I am sorry Eirien, I am sorry Kumi, Amethyst, Chris, Chris Thorn, Chihiro, Guen, Neigi, and everyone else I meet here.

I hope you all have nice lives and prosper.

I don't know what might mean for my activities in #yugioh_Dueling, #Kumi's_House, #Chris'sbar, AIM and Second Life, But this is goodbye MSF. It has been fun

*with a tear filled eyes and a tip of her pink wand she vanishes in a poof of white smoke*

[Mitera Nikkou]

Well, if you must, you must. I don't mind if you contact me on AIM, though, if you want to keep in touch. Good luck wherever you go and do.

[Monogatari]

after reading that wall of a post, i will admit i'm sad not formally meeting you. take care of yourself, and i see you again soon.

(・Д・)

[Kara-chan]

Of course, anohter awesome person leaves just as I get to know em'

Take care of yourself Amber and remember, if you ever need an open ear or a good friend, I'll be here ^^

[AnimaVex]

... Have fun and see you soon, I guess?

[Nashiko]

....and another original leaves...such a pity

i understand her reasons though....and i'll miss her, even though i didn't really know her....

but geeze....first sakura, then amber....and when i think about it, eirien hasn't been on, has she? (either that, or i keep missing her....)...almost all the original admins i knew about have left....i guess that's a sign of the changing times....

[Chihiro]

T_T *huggles Amber*

I am sad that you are leaving... and I gues I am one of the people who can understand easely since I did the same kinda... or not really? I don't think I ever told people I left, did I?... doesn't mather... I just hope I will talk to you still. You know Amber, returning here you were one of the people I hoped to speak to again. When I joined the IRC I missed you there. I just hope I will be able to talk to you still sometime...

Hopefully you will still contant me on IRC... *huggles Amber some more*

[Kougetsu Kanchou]

Well... you know where we all are if you ever need to talk.

Take care Amber, sorry you feel you have to leave.

[Raijin]

Haaai! Kou-chan is right! -places her two index fingers together repeatively- you can use MSF just to chat with the people you like? I mean thats what I do. Sure I post art I do but alot of them turn out having nothing to do with MSF.

I come to MSF, not for its art, its captions, it stories. Those might have brought me here. But MSF place to hang with online friends.

Either way stay in contact VIA AIm if you ever need any Dragony input ^^

[ZeroForever]

i'll prob poke you around on aim regardless... though i never really understood the need to make a impact.... just being around people that enjoy your presence is impact enough, well either way gl with everything.

[Musashi]

Aw... *Hugs Amber* Well, take care, okay? Feel free to come back any time, even if it's just for a visit.

[Anamnesis]

Take care, Amber...I...regret not getting to meet you better, here. I'll talk to you on AIM, or whatever you need to do...*hugs*
If you ever need to talk...You know you can come to me, or just about everyone here.

[Stellar]

I bid you farewell Amber. I couldn't imagine what it must be like having nothing left in a place you love so much.

[Miyukicl]

Take care Amber Chan...you know that you are very estimed *hugs* , is hard find our place in this world ( i'm still in the fight) , The value of a person not is show for when captions , stories o things one can do . THe person truly value are this little things that do to oneslef feel live..* hugs* please take care here can find to us if need some
*penguins hugs*
Miyuki

[Mistress Guendolen]

This makes me so sad.... It seems like all the people I like are leaving.... I'm actually fighting the urge to cry a little. I wish you didn't feel the urge to do this, and hope that someday you can find your way back to us. You'll be missed. Do you have my e-mail address? If not, I can send it to you so we can keep in touch. I'll still use you as an art model, just like I promised.... **hug** I'm willing to talk if you ever need it, okay?