Sorry guys

[Neige]

Hey guys, I know I said I was back, it may have been for a short time but, this is my official goodbye, I'm leaving MSF and it might be for good, some of you who talk to me have been mentioning I've been acting off, well you're not too far off, I'm not doing too well, a lot is going on in my life that I am losing my grip on, I'm having a harder and harder time staying positive, and I tend to drag down convos with my mood, I can't find any reason to draw anymore, my heart hurts knowing that no matter what my upcoming choice is, it'll be both hard, long and painful.I cannot drag and hurt people I call friends any longer, it's been fun everyone but I can't stick around, not like this.
I'm sorry to leave such a sad goodbye but I want to be truthful with my reason and not lead you on, I may visit from time to time but I will be keeping off my SNs, and the like. When things get better, I hope to come back. Anyway it's been fun, thanks for everything, your support, love, understanding, fun, artwork, stories, and most importantly your friendship. Heh and sorry if this bummed you guys out or whatever, I've always sucked with goodbyes, I always feel terrible about them.

Too all my friends I won't see, I hope you forgive me for leaving like this, but seeya everyone.

[Kara-chan]

All I can say is that I hope everything turns out good and that you get back into...well...everything. I'm gonna miss you and....well, I'm not good at this either, but, stay well man, be well, and if you ever need someone to talk to, I'll be here. And, yes, I do forgive you, stuff happens and well, as long as you're okay I'll be happy with that.

[Musashi]

Awww, Neige-taco... *Hugs tight* I really hope things will work out. If you need someone to talk to, you can always send me an e-mail at DrgnNite12@aol.com (or IM me if you do decide to come on :o ). Just put "Taco" or something like that in the subject, cause I get a lot of spam. >_>;

You're an awesome person. Whatever's causing you problems, I'm sure you can conquer it! Take care, okay? *Gives a big plate of tasty Mexican food, and lots of hugs*

[Mitera Nikkou]

...Take care. I wish you the best.

[Raleigh]

Sorry to hear that you are having problems Neige. I might not know you well, but I wish you luck with whatever is your problem and that everything works out for you. Take care.

[Falcoknight Florina]

Aww, and just when I got back... *cry* Ah, well.Take care of whatever you've got going on right now, and then maybe you'll come back to us. You'll be dearly missed, to be sure.

[Beyond]

You probably won't read this but anyway...

¯3¯ stop considering you as a drag to your friends. No matter what happens they are your friends and they SHOULD be able to understand your situation.

Isolating yourself becouse you feel you have problems IS NOT THE RIGHT WAY TO FACE THEM.

Friends are there to help you, you can always count on them.

[Mistress Guendolen]

This does make me sad, but I understand. If things aren't going right for you, you need your time and space. So take that, do what you need to do. We'll be here if you need a brief dip into insanity to alleviate whatever's going on in real life, okay? Also if you need any support. You can talk to any of us about whatever's troubling you; I think it's safe for me to say that. Heck, I could even give you my e-mail address or whatever if you wanted to vent to someone one on one. I'm a good listener. So please take care of yourself, and we'll miss you. As my maternal grandmother used to say, "Don't say goodbye- say so long. I'll see you again." Hopefully that will prove true.

[Neige]

Honestly I don't feel it fair for me to bring my problems around to others, I do honestly regret leaving, but I just don't think it's a good thing for me to stay around and make conversations awkward with my state of mind. I don't know if it's the right decision or not to leave, I'm sure there really is no real right and wrong here but it just seems like the best choice at this time, then again me making a choice like this..heh I dunno.

[Mitera Nikkou]

You big silly. But, hey, this place is here, or somewhere private, if you ever want to shout it all out. You'll have awkwardness; that's how I felt after I woke up and saw responses to this latest topic of mine yesterday. XD But I almost always feel awkward anyway... <.<; It's your choice to use your resources how you want, just don't forget that those that offer you one thing or another are probably aware that they'll have feelings and thoughts to contend with so they don't make you feel worse due to their reaction. I think that giving a little is better than taking off any day. ;p

[Rowan]

I can understand and appreciate how you feel. However, your real friends would want you to confide in them and let you lean on them during this hard time. Heck, I don't even know you and I wish you'd stick around and use me for support.

Ahh well, you need to do what you believe is right. Just remember, so long as you are alive there isn't any problem that can't be dealt with and overcome. Keep putting one foot in front of the other and you'll be out of the dark tunnel you find yourself in eventually.

[Mistress Guendolen]

I know you have a thing about not "imposing on" people. But we're your friends. Friends are there to listen and help. You'd do the same were the roles reversed, right? So why don't you deserve the same amount of regard? Because you do. This place is a haven for people who feel out of step with the world, in many instances, many ways. Even if you just vent your problems to a select few, that's something. Cutting off your support group can't help you. If you really feel you need the space that's your call, but we want to be here for you. Please keep that in mind, okay?

Honestly I don't feel it fair for me to bring my problems around to others, I do honestly regret leaving, but I just don't think it's a good thing for me to stay around and make conversations awkward with my state of mind. I don't know if it's the right decision or not to leave, I'm sure there really is no real right and wrong here but it just seems like the best choice at this time, then again me making a choice like this..heh I dunno.

[Neige]

I'll have to think about it...I'll give it a a few days and ponder it, I understand you all seem to be willing to hear this stuff out but I'm not one who's fond of talking about myself, but I'll think about staying...thanks for the kind words n' offers.

[Mistress Guendolen]

Take your time. I do hope you decide to stay- isn't leaving a willing support group behind cutting off your nose to spite your face, in a sense? But given that I'm also someone who tends to keep myself to myself, I can understand the reluctance. But hopefully even just knowing we're here could be some help.

[Rowan]

*Cheers!*

There aren't many problems that somebody hasn't dealt with in some form. One of the best things you can do is talk with someone who has been where you are.