by Mistress Guendolen » Thu Sep 11, 2008 5:39 pm
I bloody hate canvassing! I recently took a job with an organization trying to get voters registered (I've been out of work for reasons I don't want to get into, and this is the only job I've been able to get for ages). It's a big service and all, but I can't stand the process! We have to spend hours every day roaming streets- preferably at high speed- and pouncing on everyone we see and ask if they're registered. It's repetitive, and gets bloody boring, not to mention very trying too. First off, the non-stop walking is hard physically; I hurt from the waist down and have a big welt on the inside of one leg, where my pants rubbed. I have to waddle around my apartment when I move to keep it from rubbing more and hurting terribly. Not to mention that I'm naturally quite introverted, in real life. So running up to strangers and begging them to register (or even just vote) is very difficult for me, mentally and emotionally. After a couple hours I just want to crawl in a hole and hide. This is my second day, and both days I got home from work and ended up crying. I swear I'd leave this behind if I didn't need the money at this point. That's the only thing helping me carry on. I know it's for the public good, yes. And they're all so excited, so eager.... I feel bad that I dislike it so much. But... I simply hate to canvass! That's all there is to it. Why, why, can't I find a real job?! I feel like I'm going to collapse!
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