One down gal.

[Neige]

Not to spam everyone with general depressing things, but I wanted to discuss something with everyone since I know this place is more open than others to people chatting what's on their mind.

I said I'm back and all that and felt happy about it, I really missed MSF a whooole lot, but I realized something, I have nothing to contribute anymore. I used to make art all the time even some 3D weapons for some of the people here. But, I haven't done any real TG art in ages, all my TG art from the past is either missing/lost after a hard drive failure and I really have the inspiration to make any new ones, or the time.

I've been crazy busy with issues at home (which I won't burden any of you since it's not exactly uplifting) and I've really been working hard to get work going and my own comic series up and running. So, I've come here the past two times and I honestly couldn't think of anything to post, I'm not really used to making a topic or whatever without some kinda ...ya know art to go with it. My photobucket is canceled, my Art Garage in the art section is full of broken links and my DA is empty, as are my hands to MSF.

I dunno what else to say, I was just looking forward to seeing my friends again and having some fun, but my contribution to MSF was my art which I don't have the time to make specifically for MSF anymore. When I come here to post I find my hands have nothin' to share besides nerdy game crap or something of the sort.

Man this does sound negative huh? Well I really don't mean it too, I'm just speaking my mind and hoping that maybe I'm overreacting and that this is just some short phase where I'm not creative in my text.

[Mitera Nikkou]

You're under the assumption that you have to contribute something when you come to MSF. Just chill and do whatever. If you do something, you've done something. If you don't, you don't. It's as simple as that. Despite several things that I'd like to contribute, I still drop on by and do whatever I happen to do.

Hey, I know: take a look in the Muffin room. There's a thread waiting for you.

[Mistress Guendolen]

Yeah, you don't have to be constantly making things or whatever. You can just... hang out. That's what I do, and it works fine for me. No need to be so hard on yourself. No one is demanding you start pumping out stuff for us. If you ever do get inspired, we'd love to see some work. But producing it is no requirement for being here. Just your company is quite enough, for us.

[Neige]

I know, like I said I might be overreacting but I dunno, it's what I always did when I was here, now I got nothin so I just kinda feel...I dunno haha. :\

[Xia]

Well, we don't feel down about seeing you ^_^

hows that?

[Mitera Nikkou]

Be that as it may, you're a real downer. Stop undoing our work! :O